Friday, May 9, 2008

What I’m Telling Kazune.

So, I’ve made my decision. I’m going to tell Kazune I’m pregnant, because it wouldn’t be right to give birth to his son and not tell him that he even exsists. Maybe we’ll be able to work something out to allow him to get here somehow. Well, all I know for now is we have to figure it out! Anyway, I’ve got things to do. Contact me if you wish, later. I’m busy.
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Thursday, May 8, 2008

Officially Fourteen Weeks.

So, I found out what I’m having. It’s a boy, and his name is going to be Kazune, after his father. I’m actually debating now on whether to tell Kazure I’m pregnant or not. There are pro’s and con’s to both situations. It’s odd, actually. Hm… well I’ve got a lot to think about so I suppose I’ll be on my way. I’ll come back tomorrow or something and type more. The sonogram technology is amazing, though. You can now find out what you’re having as early as up to nine weeks! And I’m fourteen, so it’s all good. Hopefully I’ll make the right decision. Anyway.
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

False Divinity Granted For Manipulation.

You may know, for Japan, we have an Emperor. That isn’t divinity, it’s royalty. Now with America, they have a president. That’s a false manipulation of divinity. Everyone in America seems so keen on as to what their president is up to at the moment, as he is important, but they treat him like he’s a God! It’s horrible! You cannot simulate divinity in a mere human being! In Tori Shima we wouldn’t dream of such a thing! Now, some may have no idea what I’m talking about and other’s probably think what I talk about is boring and I’m some chink who doesn’t belong here, but I’ll have you know I’ve posed for many Japanese magazines such as ‘Kyashuiminchiha’ or ‘Ryu’, both of which are extremely popular in Japan, and I’ve also had background roles in movies like “Death Note” and “Hanichuma”, in Death Note, I played a women holding her child to protect her, and in Hanichuma, I play a scared citizen. You wouldn’t recognize me if you saw me, but look for my name in the credits. You’ll see it, right there, if those movies are avaliable for viewing in America, which I don’t believe they are. Our movies are different than yours. You know nothing. We are masters of Fear, Hate, Love, Agony, Pain… anything, really. Have you not seen ‘Ju-On The Grudge’? Or ‘Ringu’? It’s the American Grudge and Ring, but ten times scarier and more realistic than getting a phone call and dying in seven days, because that’s hardly believeable. If I got a call from Samara Morgan, I’d tell her to fuck off. She’s no right to be calling my house telling me utter bullshit. Oh! Another thing, American gangsters and whatnot think they can curse us out, or that we’re all goodie goodies… you’re wrong. Even in children’s Anime` programming they curse. I’m Kamichama Karin Anime`, Kazune curses at least four times, and Karin once or twice, but do you find that in American cartoons? I doubt it. America acts like it’s so great, when it’s all a lie. Hell, sex is America’s dirty little secret. Oh, have I now thrown in I’m pregnant? I’m thirteen weeks, which would be three months and a week gone. It’s Kazune’s baby, of course. He knows not yet that I’m with child, and I do not plan on telling him as it would pain his heart to know he could not see his first son or daughter be born or raised, as he it still back in Tori Shima and I’m here. (I don’t believe you got my age yet… it’s fifteen.) I’ve made a new friend today, but she’s from Tokyo. Her name is Shirachina. She’s like no one I’ve met either here or in Tori Shima, as her name and face are Japanese, but she acts white. Like the rest of you. She follows American customs, sings American songs. She tries to be as you are, and you should be ashamed of yourselves for making your customary, fat-eating, televison-watching, illiterate minds look right and entertaining. All Shirachina does is eat, but like most Asians (besides Sumo) she is skinny. Almost skinnier than I! And I am extremely underweight… well I was until I got pregnant, but that’s besides the point. I think I am now at normal weight for my height and age. I weight 96 lbs. and I stand at 4’8”. You’ve already gotten my age. Anyhow… I’ve some things to think about and I want to go watch Kamichama Karin, it reminds me of home, before my mother left, before my sister was sick, before my father had a break-down. I always looked to Koge-Donbo’s creations to bring me back to where I once and ultimately belong(d). Kunichiwa. Mishohina wata ha-ha shin a youiiagi. I don’t believe I’m willing to telll you what exactly that means…
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Simply An Introduction.

My name is Cayde Naó and I live in Detroit, Michigan. This is my life so far: I’ve only my father left, after my mother got pregnant with another man and ran off with him, I haven’t seen her since, my little sister, Kazuimika, is ill, terribly, terribly ill. She’s fallen victim to this new bug that’s been spreading through the United States. I was named Cayde [Kayd] after my grandmother’s maiden name, because her passing was before I was born. My middle name may be hard to pronounce, it’s Hanikuzimoshima. My father, sister, and I are originally from Tori Shima, Japan, in case you couldn’t tell. Our last name, Naó, in Japan means “Blossom”, and Cayde means “Powerful”, and my middle name Hanikuzimoshima means “Objective”, so together my name means “Powerful Objective Blossom”, but I don’t mind. It describes me somewhat. I have a boyfriend overseas. His name is Kazune. Kazune Kujyou. Simple name, is it not? I only E-Mail him now, as it costs too much of our Japanese ¥ to call him. It would cost around 60,000¥ a minute, which is far too much. I have sent letters in the mail, but that too, costs too much. America is so expensive. The reason we moved here was for my father, the greif of living in Tori Shima, in the same house he had wedded my mother in the back yard of was too much for him to bare. On the other hand, we have also left Tori Shima for Kazuimika, as there were no proper doctors overseas. I would much rather type in Japanese, but I cannot as American computers don’t have that option, all of our symbols are represented as squares! Americans are out of their little white minds. Please do not take that statement to offense, as it is only my opinion, and nothing more. Does America not have freedom of the press and speech? I don’t believe such a thing. If this were true, so many people would not be getting punished for haneous crimes that the original Articles Of Confederation did not protect – but the Bill Of Rights. I have done my American history research, and I do not like what I see. America has been in and out of wars, and though I know Japan isn’t perfect as our suicide rate and teen pregnancy rate is high, we haven’t been feuding with countries as much as the Americans have. I pity them, almost. It’s like they’re still a baby country, still not able to stand on it’s own two legs, and just as it’s about to stand up, supporting itself on a tablecloth, the cloth slips off of the table, the baby falls, and everything on the table comes crashing down with it. Now, about Kazuimika, whatever she’s gotten has reached Japan and no one is yet sure how. It may be simply a virus that is a little more severe than the Hong-Kong flu [which killed millions] or it may be nothing more than a cold, we are not yet sure. And science hasn’t cought up with it yet, as there is no techinical scientific name, hence me saying: America is behind. Japan would have figured it out ages ago had American armies not prevented it. But there is nothing that a ‘silly child’ such as you or I can do. Absoloutely nothing. I am ending this blog with a simple, yet delicate address, the world is going down. We’re using up our environment as if God had made it to be destroyed. This is rediculous. I keep myself away from these frequent thoughts by reading, and had it not been for Koge-Donbo, I may as well have lost it by now. Thank you Koge-Donbo, for writing “Kamichama Karin”, my favorite manga series. Anyway, I ought to close this up before I continue on another absurd topic I believe to be politically incorrect.
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